RE: Hello

Hey,

Yeah, it has been close to a month. Who says life is supposed to be easy? You don't have to answer that. Anyway, I just take it day by day and try to stay busy to keep my mind occupied. Sorry, I know that sounds silly, I guess that is how a lot of people think.

It looks like you've been partying and staying busy, so I hope you had a great holiday. I hope you don't wear those leather pants to work - not that they look bad, but it seems like they could be uncomfortable and there is no reason to give [him] a heart attack.

Yes, a happy new year would be good for all of us - especially your mom, I hope the surgery is successful and she is feeling better soon.

Hello

Well, it's been about a month since we last spoke, hasn't it? I truly hope you are doing well. You know I always wanted the best for you, for you to have everything you ever wanted. Perhaps not having the stress of me being around has made life easier for you? I like to tell myself that, and that maybe knowing that I care about you could make you like yourself a little more. I do care about you and I never wanted to hurt you. That was never, and will never be, my intention. I remember that you said that you wanted to be left alone, and I'm not trying to cause trouble for you, I just wanted to say Happy New Year.

If there's ever anything you need, you know where I am.