A few thoughts before letting this go

I am not going to lump you into a show's topic focusing on unfaithful men. I know we crossed a line last night, and I blame myself knowing your apprehension. While it isn't easy, I think we can take a step back and go no further. Maybe my mind is clouded with emotions, and maybe I'm foolish to think we can stop but I don't want to lose your friendship. I have so many thoughts at the moment - it is hard to express them. I thoroughly enjoyed reading and discussing your story and doing the same with mine. Where else would I get such insight? Hell, I just always enjoy talking with you. I didn't get those feelings/thoughts from that show (their relationships), but I understand if you want me to disappear (forever or just awhile).