Thursday, May 5, 2005

RE: Still floating

You're not a bad person!! You're the best, so stop beating yourself over it. Put all the blame on me and throw your anger in my direction. It makes me feel awful to think I've caused you pain, especially when you made me feel so good. If I never have the opportunity to touch you again, I'll always have this week.

I got very little sleep, I was in and out. After saying I rarely have erotic dreams, I had a very powerful dream about you - although it wasn't x-rated. It was one of those dreams that you don't want to stop, where reality is a letdown. I kept thinking I'd call you for lunch or whatever, but I realize my week with you is over.

Yes, work has been painful. You've setup shop in my brain and pushed everything else aside, but I'm sure we'll get through this.

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