Hey

I hope you are sleeping well - I'm still at work, but I think I may be a hero (for a short time anyway) as I fixed something the others couldn't.

Anyway, as always, it was great to sit and chat. It is funny (not ha-ha) as I sat and told you all of that stuff, I realized how crazy I really am. I am a total ass so much of the time, and my moodiness has to drive people crazy. I really don't feel like I can control it much of the time, but that is no excuse. As you said, I'm an adult. I've had people tell how "I am" in the past, but it just hit home tonight. I am so sorry I've caused you so much pain and sorrow. I know I seem like a cold-hearted bastard much of the time, but I have nothing but respect and love for you. Those feelings have never changed, so I apologize if I made you think differently. I'm so afraid to hurt you any further.