RE: Hey

Hey,

I wasn't avoiding your email, I haven't been up too long. I'm used to staying up late, but it is okay (with everybody else) if I sleep/arrive later since I was at the office.

I always feel a bit odd after having a conversation like we had last night - like I said too much, but I do trust and respect you. Yes, I am me, and you are you :) I wonder about professional help, but - oh well, that is a different discussion. You're one of the few people that I want to get it right - ensure that you know how I feel about you and try to explain myself. You are truly special, and it hurts to know how much trouble I cause you. Honestly, I have no idea why you still talk to me.

We chose each other, but things are not always easy. Yeah, I know, that makes no sense, but somehow it makes sense to me. I hate to hear you say that I didn't choose you. I'm not sure I should choose anybody or anything, and I still think that I'd drive you crazy with my erratic behavior. Maybe I'm better in brief bursts. And, I'm not going anywhere