You sure know how to make a girl cry. Please try to go to that appointment. I know it's hard. If you could tell me about it tonight, you can go. It'll be alright.
Right before you called tonight, I was talking to a friend about her similar situation and she was asking for advice. Except it's not really similar.
And, I can't give anyone advice. My relationship with you is so deep, I was unprepared for it. I thought I knew my own heart and mind and what it meant to be connected to another, but I didn't. I never saw it coming, but once it made itself known, it was forever. What you feel, I feel. I know that's not literally true, and I don't know what it's like to have the shadow that you have over you all the time. But on another level, it is true. When you came in tonight, and several times after that, you had a real, genuine little smile on your face. That is rare. It was surprising, but I couldn't look away. I like to see you smile.
Sometimes I get so overwhelmingly angry with you. But it doesn't last because above it all, I just love you.
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