RE: Thoughts

Well, I know I didn't sleep much - it was a restless sleep and I kept waking up.

I know I needed to hear what you said last night, but I can't remember feeling any worse than when you left and I was alone. It was a weird feeling, I felt like crying but there were no tears. It's hard to have what you want so close, but I do respect your wishes. Truthfully, I think you are one in a million, so finding another is not going to happen and a search would be a waste of time. On the other hand, we'll survive this storm and hopefully continue to be friends.

And, no drinking (for you) today!