Thoughts

It made me a bit sick to my stomach to leave you tonight. I wanted to stay up all night talking. We may still not have come up with any more answers, but it would be fun, anyhow. I do know that you should be with someone who treats you the way you treat me. You should be made to feel special because even though you try to deny it, you're an incredible, patient, caring, loving man. Whether you have that at home, or can regain it, or find it elsewhere, I want you to have it. Okay, I'm going to stop because I'm coming apart.

My brain is jumbled and I don't think I'll sleep much tonight.