I have so many. I don't know why I'm afraid to ask them. But we see each other so infrequently now, it's hard to fit everything that I want to say in. And I'm afraid to freak you out. You know? I want to know if I'm pressuring you into physical stuff that you have told me you want to stop.
If I'm hurting you. If this friendship is going to work, or not, or if it's going to be something more. What you meant when you said something about when or if you choose me later. What we are doing. You see? Once I start, there will be a thousand questions. But these are things we do have to figure out.
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