RE: Nice

Please don't ever hesitate to call me. It would make me so very happy if you did. I adore talking to you, anywhere, anyhow. It makes me happy. Wow, today was such a roller coaster. Hard day at work, after a hard week, and then you surprised me by asking me to meet you. Of course, it made me feel all warm inside. Especially since I got to see you smile, after worrying that I had stuck my foot in my mouth again. Fun, fun, fun. Always.

I had a good time with her. No really crazy stories. She says (at least
today) that she's thinking she'll go to NY for the summer and then be back here. Which would be nice, I think. And yes, I did pay for dinner and drinks. ;) You're so smart.

I wanted to caress you, stroke you, soothe you, kiss you, whisper in your ear and tell you I love you today. I always want to, but I don't want to hurt you. Sometimes, you're stronger than I am. You can see the bigger picture and what is right. Sometimes, I can. When you see it first, it shames me, but I still love you with all my heart. Always.

Oh, and fuck whats-her-name. She was never a real friend. (Yes I've been drinking but that doesn't make it any less true.)

I love you,
your Kachina