Wednesday, April 20, 2005

RE: More fun

I told my abductor I really had to get some stuff done today so he let me go to work. He's picking me up again at 5.

I had a great evening too. I'm walking around with a big head because of all the wonderful things you said. How lucky am I?

I'm frustrated with myself that I didn't communicate my feelings very well. Maybe you'll give me a chance to try again. That "let's be friends" phrase is getting in the way. What I was trying to get at was how and how much I care about you. I've thought of little else for the last week. It's rare and special to get to this level with someone; I've never experienced anything quite like it before. Like you said, it doesn't change how I feel about him, but it's something I don't want to give up. Argh, I'm terrible at expressing myself.

I really wanted to give you a hug, too. I chickened out, but I imagine I'll get another chance?

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