RE: Three things

There are times when everyone must be selfish. Only you can know what is best for you. We make decisions and move on. I don't think any less of you for anything that has happened. Who said life was easy?

Yes, your recent calmness was a bit unsettling. I can now see, and probably should have recognized it before, that it was a result of reaching your decision. I guess it was your moment of clarity.

I just know I can't go back. I now realize how big of a fool I've been. I cast everything aside for something I knew was unattainable, and now I feel like I'm left with nothing. That is probably a bit dramatic, but you get the point. Not that you ever would, but I can never return to the events of the past few weeks. While the time with you was beyond great, I just don't want to feel like this again. Maybe one day the friendship can be rekindled.