Re: RE: Relax

It's probably good to be deliberate. It can't hurt. It just breaks my heart to think that you guys would split up now. Like it's my fault and you're not even seeing me anymore. And (yes, I do think about myself) it breaks my heart to think of you being alone and then being with someone else, which you eventually would. I am working on dealing with you being with her. After all, you were with her all along; I was in the wrong, and you love her. Other things would hurt in a different way. I guess I'm just selfish that way.

Yeah, I gag. I think it is another medication side effect. I'm not sticking the brush down my throat. Even when it's not anywhere near my throat, I gag. Oh well, I'm losing weight.