Re: RE: Relax

Honestly, I'm not trying to be cryptic. Sometimes I'm afraid to say the wrong thing, so I just say nothing. Anyway, the way I see it - I screwed up two relationships. It boils down to my being indecisive and maybe I just don't know what the hell I want. I just wish somebody else would make decisions for me, but that isn't very mature. I'm trying to be deliberate in what I'm going to do. I'm so deliberate that I'm indecisive! I wonder if my apprehension to chase after her means I don't love her as much as I thought? If I do love her then why did I do what I did? Also, 'mistakes' like this aren't forgiven or (if ever) forgotten very easily. I wonder if maybe things happen for a reason, maybe I should be alone for some time to try to figure things out? I wonder if I made a mistake with you? I wonder if I'll ever be happy - maybe it is just in my blood to question everything and always look for something better? So many questions!!

You gag when you brush you teeth? I assume you realize that you brush from side-to-side or circular motion, don't stick the brush down your throat.

Uh, your latest blog post is different.