RE: Shaky

I didn't call you him. I don't know him. I just was interested in whether you meant what you wrote about how you wouldn't resist thinking that you were like him any more. And, of course, from some things that you've told me about him, that scares me. I'm scared. I don't know why you're giving me all this wonderful attention and love exactly. I mean, after the other stuff. I'm scared to lose it again. And I'm scared to ask you these questions and get the answers.