RE: Shaky

Well, every family is different (aren't I smart). After so long, it is hard to get going again with everybody having their own lives. Funny, I stay in contact with lots of people in my family, but I rarely tell them much about what is going on with me. That is a family trait - we hold things in and don't reveal a lot. I can't explain that one.

Well, I feel bad or odd when I don't have an answer. I feel like I am supposed to have clear answers or solutions or have a clue what is going on. A lot of times I hold things in as I try to figure them out (do it a lot with work) and I'll talk when I think I have an answer. Yeah, I know, that is wrong. These days, I'm not sure about the her situation. I have no clue what to do or say about it, as it percolates in my skull.

I'm not sure about being smart, a lot of times I think too much.